I'm here now

This will be the place where I will be posting some Now stuff, the things I am reading and doing.

In case you are reading this page and you didn't visit my homepage, I am Pablo Lara H , award-losing illustrator & Photographer living a good but messy life in Rio de Janeiro, Brasil (with an s in Portuguese, sorry).

Reading

Ocean Vuong

Ocean Vuong is a Vietnamese American poet, essayist, and novelist. His debut novel, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, was published in 2019.

I am reading it, the first novel. I am reading it in Portuguese, so double trouble.

Website Ocean Vuong

Listen here my favorite Ocean Vuong's poem Seventh Circle of Earth

Photography

I am taking long walks in the downtown to photograph some interesting stuff. I found a Masonic temple in Lapa, the discoteques and bars zone, I found these amazing sphinxs on the entrance of the place.

Also check the pictures of the Ney Matogrosso on the Solar dos Abacaxis in Lapa. Super interesting.

You can always stay updated on my Tumblr

Arcos da Lapa

Web Dev

I have been adapting some codepens like this one, to fit my testings.

For example, I made this (non Responsive as in those days was) MySpace 2006 profile at Neocities or this Gallery of Rio de Janeiro Pictures with lots of Sungas

Check them!

Brazilian bum with a sunga with text Brazilians do it better

Illustration

I haven't done anything new lately.

Luigi Mangione as Saint Sebastian

I posted the illustration I made of Luigi Mangione, the internet obsession.

After reading Is Luigi immorally hot? by Juliene Posture I made this portrait. I usually create my own covers for the articles I am posting on Bluesky and Mastodon.

The link to the article: Article about Luigi.

Thinking

I have been thinking a lot about human emotion. No more comments. Love is a strange thing, of course.

The past months I was haunted by a neuroscientist speaking about how the Love you put in other person is, finally yours. You can take it with you if the person you loved doesn't reciprocate the feeling. As your drawings or pictures doesn't take with them your ability to produce them.
So, take the Love with you and choose someone who will be able to accept it.

As an Italian descendant Love is super important. As passion or infatuation, always present, as a fruit of all the seasons.

. " In a recent human neuroimaging (fMRI) study from our group, we found that when the task goal changes, the visual cortex regions can rapidly reshape how they represent the same stimulus in a way that is meaningful for what you do next. So when someone says they “see the world differently” after falling in love, I think there’s real neuroscience behind that intuition. Your internal state changes what your brain prioritizes, what feels salient, and how the same information is interpreted moment to moment."

Quoted from "Love and the Brain, According to a Neuroscientist" at The Fu Foundation School of Engineering and Applied Science of Columbia University Article by Nuttida Rungratsameetaweemana

Music

Flamingo flying illustration

As always, listening a lot of Techno & Trance. I love Modeselektor, the German music group, and they published this long-hour video of a festival. Enjoy!

Modeselektor - Sónar Festival 2026 - ARTE Concert

What else do you wanna know?

Sometimes I am busy, sometimes I am not. If you are curious and want to talk, just reach me on Mastodon or Bluesky.

Also, I have a form specially for that at Ask me anything

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